A nights sleep

I'm doing a little better today emotionally... Might have something to do with the fact I haven't taken any pain killers yet.

I need to shift back to my positive gear... My mind being foggy knocked me back a few steps... Making me see the negatives as opposed to the positives. I got to fix that.

With the meds fogging my noggin, things that my mind had been shoving aside and brining to the front one by one as I could deal with them so I could move on and become who ever I'm becoming came SCREAMING to the forefront going "HEY! LISTEN TO ME!!".

My budget is a bleak one. If I only spend $100 a month on food (CAN) then I can have $20 in my pocket at the end of the month.

As for student loan... No way.. I just a few months ago (maybe a year) dug out of that. I'm not going to do it again. As much as I would love to go to university and do marine biology, I cant see past the $$$.

BUT, it will be ok.

opportunity's will come.

I will be good

Mental note: Do not take these pills while in a bad state.... At least not when 1 trigger (the X's X) can tip you over.