Exchanged conversations

Yesterday was weird. First I am having a hard time getting used to working this shift, and having to do what I need to do on a time line. Getting everything I need to do done, and then getting ready for work to be there on time, is HARD. I'm getting better at it, but its still hard.

Yesterday after I got to work, I got to talk with some of my friends from training. That was great. I loved seeing Josh, Diane, Melissa, etc etc etc again. I'm so happy they are doing well! Hopefully they will have as much fun as I am starting to have.

Then, I got to chat with the X's X. As I mentioned before, there is no love lost between us, never was. The X was in love with me for years before we got together (I wasn't ready for a relationship like that at that point in my life) so she resented me for that... Even though they were messed up looooooooong before him and I met. She cheated on him so many times and it killed him. Anyways, we talked yesterday... well not really talked sort of an in passing uncomfortable conversation. We sort of caught each others eye and started laughing, and she mentioned how life's funny... To which I replied, yeah gods got a great sense of humor. She asked how I was doing, and I just raised one eyebrow. She nodded and said ok, so this is a road we just wont travel. I of course agreed. She mentioned her impending break up with her current/X... And we sort of laughed about it. And again mentioned the road best not traveled. Then I had to get to work, and that was that.

Work was fun though. I had a couple tuff calls. I got to use the escalation desk for one upset guy. Made a couple peoples days.... and got 3 complements on my great customer service. I few of my team mates even said how I sounded so sincere and good when apologizing for putting them on hold and what not. They were impressed. To which I reply well, being a computer tech for 10 years, dealing with the public that time, you learn one thing: They never bring a computer to you with a smile on their face. I laughed at that, and said it was the best customer service training I could ever have.

After work I chatted with Bobby & Heather for a few hours. They are awesome. I really like talking with them, they are very funny. Right now funny people are like the best people for me to talk to. And Heather with a Disney obsession simmilar to mine, and Bobby with his Romanian roots, we had tons to chat about! They are just good people! Mind you the whole Core is, but that's another story.

Anyways...

So I went to the gym this morning, I'm really getting into the routine of that. I have loving my workouts, and feel so good afterwards.

Here I sit, eating my dinner for lunch, getting ready to go to work. I hate all this rush rush to be at work, but it doesn't give me time to lose my self. Just enough time for self discovery, house cleaning, cooking, working out, and maybe a little TV.

Life's pretty good...

Well ok, my mind thinks life is FANTASTIC!

My heart, well its so not at this place.

But,

Here I am with a smile on my face anyways.

I will be ok.