Another day.

So it's back to the grind again. I hope my neck/shoulders can hold up to it. I wonder if I should get a PDA to keep all my thoughts, and notes in while I work. I mean, why not. I could type it all out, and its there to upload when I get home. Much more efficient than a notepad, I mean, who can read my handwriting anyway. This way I can make blog notes, writing notes, budget and phone books, all in one deceive. Something for me to chew on for sure. Not that I can afford anything like that in the near future anyway.

I am interested on how work will go, I have to admit, I'm still a little out there from the accident. My soreness is very much effecting my typing, which of course won't be good for my stats. Not to mention my shoulders and neck, and back. Shesh!

But I'm still here...

Why was I able to walk away by an inch, when an accident like that usually kills people?

Whatever it is I have to do in life, I haven't don it yet.

I still have work to do, whatever that may be.

I have thought a lot over the last few days, reflected on my life, and what I have or have not done. There is still time to fix things, to make my life the way I want it to be.

There is nothing short of dumb luck or divine intervention that kept me out of to much harms way the other night, and I tend to think of the later. God has work for me yet to do, I have not done what it is I need to do, and I need to do it.

My brother asked me to go to a church and ponder these questions, and I intend to as soon as I'm not sore all the time. I'm not a church girl, I'm a spiritual one. I believe in a divine power, but I believe that I can believe that in my own way, without the need to go to church. Maybe I'm wrong? But I promised him, so I will, although, I'm not sure how I feel about that.

Matthew Kelly writes in "The rhythm of Life" that we have needs:

Physical
Emotional
Intellectual
Spiritual

I know I have been neglecting these needs, and I am trying to work on that, but maybe I neglected them more than I know. Maybe my brothers right. We will see.

I need to understand what all this means. I need to find out WHO I AM.

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INSPIRATIONAL THOUGHT OF THE DAY
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"I hear and I forget. I see and I remember. I do and I understand."
-Confucius